He Is Not Playing Games

I always believe that God is THERE, somehow ... watching, noticing, listening, scoring... :D
and yes, He is a loving God
though sometimes I don't understand with all the circumstances I've had, especially when it is categorized as 'bad' :)
but I do believe there is nothing such as coincidence
everything happened, whatever good or bad, it is only happen because of His will

one thing I keep telling my self, He knows who we really are
all of our strength and weakness
and He is the God who will not playing games with us
He knows exactly our capabilities
and He always give the right portion for each of us
if u think He is playing games with you, you messed up with your own thoughts

I've learn a lot, when He give me "A", He ask me how to deal with this "A" according to Him
the more we 'disagree' with Him, the more we waste our times and we will be suffer even worse
I can say, He almost never give anything that we ask, literally
especially when we ask for something ridiculous,  LOL
my husband often says to me, "He is a loving God, but I'm sure He is not dumb"
well, i guess he is right :)

open your heart, and be honest, there are lots of thing to be grateful in your life

I always force myself to count my blessings
in that way, I will always give thanks no matter what I've been dealing with in my daily life