i want to
write something
i just don't
know where to start
my head is
full of stuff
some are
good
some are bad
:p
well, i just
let my tiny little brain to stir my fingers what to type
i keep
thinking about ppl who hurt me this past year
each of them
i consider as a friend
but they all
stabbed me in the back !!
i just don't
know why God let me experienced all this
i've never
seen it coming
and i wasn't
prepared
if i knew, i
won't got near to them , i guess
i was so
naive
and i
thought ppl wont do such bad things
i was wrong
the world is
not as beautiful as we were a child
all those
bad ppl
i consider
them as immature person
both in
character and in their growth as children of God
and i don't
want to fight back
big NO
if i do, i
will be exactly as they are
and i don't
want to be !
i think
that's what God wants me to know
to not to be
like them
my husband
is my hero in this matter
he is such a
positive influence for me
God really
works in him :)
*hey you,
don't be such a big head if u read this *-- to my husband
one verse,
God said to me in : Hebrew 10:30
"I will
take revenge. I will pay them back"
that's
enough for me
i just let
Him do the best for me.