"I will take revenge. I will pay them back"

i want to write something

i just don't know where to start

my head is full of stuff

some are good

some are bad :p

well, i just let my tiny little brain to stir my fingers what to type

i keep thinking about ppl who hurt me this past year

each of them i consider as a friend

but they all stabbed me in the back !!

i just don't know why God let me experienced all this 

i've never seen it coming

and i wasn't prepared

if i knew, i won't got near to them , i guess

i was so naive

and i thought ppl wont do such bad things

i was wrong

the world is not as beautiful as we were a child

all those bad ppl

i consider them as immature person

both in character and in their growth as children of God

and i don't want to fight back 

big NO

if i do, i will be exactly as they are

and i don't want to be !

i think that's what God wants me to know

to not to be like them

my husband is my hero in this matter

he is such a positive influence for me

God really works in him :)

*hey you, don't be such a big head if u read this *-- to my husband

one verse, God said to me in : Hebrew 10:30

"I will take revenge. I will pay them back"

that's enough for me

i just let Him do the best for me.